Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Decisions

Oddly enough, after facing some catacalysmic days nearly 3 years ago up until about 6 months ago in various areas of personal and work life, my life is now at a point of continued interest.  What I mean is having made various choices that caused much disruption in all aspects of my life I am now at a place where work is going well, my family life is going well, and my spiritual (however this is to be defined) life is going well. 

There are a number of options that now lay before me.  I could write a book, do schooling on the side, learn a new language, run a marathon, etc. but to be honest I kind of want to do all of them.  What to do first is the big one for me.  I am running regularly again and will aim for a half to full marathon in October.  I think schooling on the side right now may not prove wise due to time and money.  Learning a new language would be fun and keep the brain active.  The one I wish I was able to do is the book.  I have so many thoughts in my head but I am unsure which book to write.  There is the auto-biographical narrative I have started but it seems daunting.  It began as a concept surrounding my decision in 'Leaving Evangelicalism' but I am wondering if I would be better served in separating the concepts or simplifying my original idea into a more focussed auto-biographical narrative with fewer themes then I was originally intending. 

Instead of writing the great American novel perhaps I should simply attempt a simple novel.  Anyway, because I have never done this I am struggling with process and structure. 

What is nice is having a clean slate to work from. 

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Loose Change: An American Coupe

http://www.youtube.com/user/facing42#p/f/16/0omwIkfpmOs

This is part 1. Most of the parts are on Youtube but cna't find all of them.

I found a full version here. Looks pretty good.

http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/eHFAtL7ak70/

This documentary isn't my favorite and has, like the originals some factual flaws or issues that are not addressed.

Core of Corruption

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=4874421830690006054

A well done documentary exposing newscasts that were not put on television, video footage, and evidence to help expose collusion on 9/11.

Invisible Empire Full Movie

http://www.youtube.com/user/facing42#p/f/1/NO24XmP1c5E

9/11 Evidence of Collusion

Arhcitects and Engineers for 9/11 Truth. Over 1100 Experts in their field plus thousands of others in various other fields of expertise.

Click on title to go to video.

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Ignoring facts

Today, an individual, who in my life, has always been a person to try and make others feel less then what they are, including me, once again starts his assault on my views. He constantly takes what you may believe or think and tries to make it seem stupid even if you have facts or evidence. This sickness isn't exclusive to this person, of course, but he would be at the extreme left of others who are infected with the same virus.

In particular, today, I am once again accused of holding to views that he calls conspiracy theories, even when I can show the facts and information that move them from conspiracy theory to conspiracy fact. But the facts mean nothing as it often does with many people.

For me, this ignorance is due to fear and a desire to simply not acknowledge what is really occuring in our world because then the person becomes culpable for non-action. But what they don't realize is that non-action is an action and like the german people suffered for the actions of the nazis so to will those of us who allow those in leadership roles in governments and corporations to treat the inhabitants of this planet and the planet itself with contempt.

Because of the internet we especially have no excuse when it comes to understanding what is happening in the world on a global level in politics, religion, business, economics, wars etc. There is simply zero excuse. The world is hemorrhagging from the outright oppression of those in power, namely, the wealthy elite and those who rule under them, namely political leaders.

The banks, the corporations, the elitist families such as the Rockefellers, Rothschilds and others are draining us of our freedoms, our ability to succeed or creep our way out of a meager existance as they continue to plot ways in which they will drain us of our personal wealth via such routes as increased taxation.

So to those who call me a conspiracty theorist, please sit down with me and show me how my views are theory when I have facts to substantiate the claims. If you can I will change my views. (Sadly, this isn't a public forum lol....so those who call me that aren't able to read this!)